O LORD

O LORD

How I wish I could walk away from You!

I am in torment.

I wait. I wait.

Oh to see “the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.”

And yet. And yet….

I do see it!

I see it in the beauty of your Creation, a daily reminder of your goodness.

I love your delight in truthfulness; in you there is no darkness.

I love that you know every human, of the very breath they take;

I love your ridiculous humility; your endless patience.

I know of your amazing love for humanity,

Of your kindness which I have heard about.

But I am angry with you Lord.

I see that now.

I wait. I wait.

I wait for truth and justice.

But there is no answer.

Just silence.